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Everything I Am

from Dead Man​´​s Diary by Black Lilium

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Everything I Am

is there a plan
is there a golden thread
cause I could use
something that I can hold on to

should I give up
before I even tried
should I believe
or should I not even ask about it

why am I here
who am I meant to be
should I decide
or should I wait for destiny

am I supposed
to make a real change
or am I born
to witness the end of the world

here I stand questioning
everything I am
I need someone’s help
cause I lose myself
in my thoughts again

wake me up
pull me out
of the hole I’m in
give me a little sign what I do is right
or I’ll lose my mind

all my thoughts of love and life
they won’t let me sleep at night
I search for truth with bloodshot eyes
I need answers to survive

I close my eyes
and bury my head in my hands
like I always did

I close my eyes
and bury my head in my hands
like I always will

I tell myself I’ll fail
I’m my own worst enemy
I’m standing in my own way
my thoughts are killing me

why do I doubt

I tell myself
that I’m not good enough
ignoring all the words of true appreciation

am I too blind
to see what’s going on
why do I doubt though I’m getting so much affirmation

what if I fail
what if I disappoint
everyone
I wanted to be proud of me

I need a rest
my thoughts are killing me
I fade with every breath I take

here I stand questioning
everything I am
I need someone’s help
cause I lose myself
in my thoughts again

wake me up
pull me out
of the hole I’m in
give me a little sign what I do is right
or I’ll lose my mind

all my thoughts of love and life
they won’t let me sleep at night
I search for truth with bloodshot eyes
I need answers to survive

I close my eyes
and bury my head in my hands
like I always did

I close my eyes
and bury my head in my hands
like I always will

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from Dead Man​´​s Diary, released July 1, 2019
published by Edition Warpkern (Progressive GmbH/Bosworth Music GmbH)

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